Drama 10
The people who exchanges souls, Tomomi and Kaoru.
The people who exchanges souls Tomomi and Kaoru
The two who were living out the other's lives...
The two who were living out the other's lives
Do you know what the shadow in this section is?
Ah... no.
We suspect that you have breast cancer.
When this section here was examined with ultrasound, that was confirmed in this image.
If... I wasn't around, what would you do?
What do you mean?
Kento needs a mother, doesn't he?
If I became ill...
...I would choose the woman.
Tomomi...
You had an exam, didn't you? A screening for breast cancer.
Ah... Yeah.
Eh? What about it?
In your body...
...there's breast cancer.
Eh?
Your body...
...and my soul that's within it...
...might die.
If that's the case, then God's and your plan was a success!
I...
...will definitely protect her.
Even at the sacrifice of this body.
If it's for your sake, I would even die for you.
Hey.
Huh?
Is that really true?
Why?
What does this mean?
You're just trying to put me on the spot, aren't you?
What is this?
Hey.
Calm down.
I couldn't calm down, now could I?
What are you saying?
Since that's not your body...
...don't go saying such things.
It is my body.
Eh?
That's what I think.
I've decided to think that.
Since we've exchanged places...
...even if we say "it's wrong, it's wrong" forever, it won't change things.
Nothing would come of that, would it?
That's why I've decided to think of this body as my own.
I love this body.
Well, I do think the woman over there is a good one, too, though.
What are you talking about?
I don't know the meaning of that.
This isn't a situation to go saying such things, now is it?
After all...
...there's cancer involved, isn't there?
That's true.
Don't give me, "that's true"!
Since it's not your body, don't get such calm look on that face!
It is mine!
Even if I have to take painful treatments and have to battle the cancer from here on...
...and even if I have to fight against my fears and have surgery...
...the one who loses their life if this metastasizes is me!
If that happens...
...then I'm the one who won't be in this world any longer!
I'm sorry...
...for shouting at you.
No...
I'm sorry.
Will you have the surgery?
Yeah. I will.
The breast...?
Yeah.
They'll cut it off.
This breast.
The lump... is right around here.
I hate this. We have to start swimming lessons again.
It is the one Haruko hates.
Because I can't swim. I can't swim yet.
Eh?! You're kidding, right?
Ehh... Yours are pretty, Tomomi.
Really? Thanks.
How about yours, Kaoru?
Never mind about mine.
Why? That's unfair.
It's okay.
Why? 'Cause you don't got any?
Huh?! What's that "don't got any"?
No reason you wouldn't have 'em, right?
That's true, but don't mind about mine.
I don't need 'em.
You don't need 'em?
Mine are pretty good.
What can I do? I've got big breasts!
It's true.
That's true.
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Sayonara Watashi
(Farewell Me)
Episode 5 "Crime and Punishment"
It's my fault, isn't it... Sorry.
No.
It's my fault.
Why's that?
I'm paying for what I did. It's divine punishment.
I betrayed you and this is my punishment for that.
I'm sorry. I really am.
And for one other thing.
I'm being punished for having killed the child that was inside me.
Why do you say something like that?
After all, you had a miscarriage, didn't you?
Yeah.
In that case...
I... was relieved by it.
I was relieved.
I decided I would do it myself.
That I would give birth alone and would raise it alone.
I absolutely decided I wouldn't become a parent like my mother who would abandon her own child.
But then I miscarried...
...and somewhere in my heart, I was relieved.
After I had broken up with the man I liked...
...I immediately found out that I was pregnant.
So...
...I had no choice but to give birth and raise it alone...
But... "Can I really do that?"
"Maybe I would be the same as my Mother."
That's why...
That's why I'm being punished.
Kaoru...
Why didn't you talk to me about this?
Why didn't you come and discuss it with me then?
I would have wanted to listen to you.
I couldn't have done that.
Why not?
I just couldn't.
I was thinking of killing myself.
Eh?
That's what I was feeling.
I think that's why this sort of thing happened.
You and I exchanging places.
What do you mean?
I'm sure... it's been decided that Tomomi will die.
But that would be far too sad and then there's Kenta-kun, too.
So, since I, your best friend, had betrayed you...
...it was decided I would be sacrificed instead.
That's why...
Don't say such stupid things!
This is just what I think it is.
That's why I get this feeling I'm going to die.
Don't go killing off my body because of your selfish beliefs!
That's not what I mean...
You're always making excuses.
Whenever something painful happened it was, "Don't worry about me."
"Even if something happens to me, don't think anything about it."
"It won't matter even if I do die." That sort of attitude.
Isn't that just running away in the end?
Just an excuse to run away.
"I was unhappy from the start..."
"...so I'm not used to being happy."
"Because I'm different from ordinary people."
By thinking that way, you could feel you were a special human being.
What's that "I was thinking of killing myself"?
Stop joking around!
I won't allow it!
I absolutely won't allow that!
You're being punished because you betrayed me?
In that case, take responsibility for it and get my body cured!
Don't run away because you feel sorry...
...and take responsibility for it!
Why do you have to go that far?
What on earth is this?
I have to accept who I am right now...
I wish you would cry.
It's okay to cry, isn't it?
It's fine to say, "I'm scared!"
"I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared!" and then cry!
"It's cancer," "I'm going to die..."
Anyone would be scared at that, wouldn't they?
I'm scared...
I can't hear you!
I'm scared.
I want to be saved.
Kaoru, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, Kaoru...
No...
I would hate it if my own body died...
...but I would hate it even more if Kaoru wasn't in this world.
I would absolutely hate that!
Let's do our best together.
Start!
Jump!
Okay!
Did Papa lose?
Okay! It's turbo time!
I'm home.
Welcome back.
Welcome home!
I'm home.
Okay, that's a win!
Ah... I'm out of gas!
Do you have some business with me?
No...
You're... Tomomi's friend...
I'm Hayakawa Kaoru. I haven't kept in touch with you.
Tomomi doesn't live here. You didn't know that?
Um...
I just happened to be passing nearby, so I thought it would bring back some memories.
I see.
I'm very sorry.
So long.
Come in.
Eh?
Ah... Um... But...
Come in.
Here you go.
Thank you very much.
Not at all.
I didn't like you...
...but you were the one person who was on my mind.
Are you and Tomomi still acquaintances?
Yes.
Are you upset by that?
Not particularly; either way's fine.
Is that right.
The one who hates me is her.
That's not...
That's how it is between parent and child.
Especially between mothers and daughters as they have a woman's bond.
And there are parents and children who are better off being apart.
As for me, I loved that child...
...and because she felt that I was intentionally being strict with her...
...the result was that she felt that she wasn't loved by her Mother.
Even though I hated the thought that child would be embittered with me...
...but I felt it was my job to speak strictly with her.
There isn't anyone else in this world who would think so earnestly about that child.
That's why, no matter how much she may have hated me...
...it was my job to speak strictly to her.
Still...
...I did take one thing too far.
My self-satisfied child care was a mistake.
I'm sorry. It's about time I left...
Ah, I'm sorry.
For prattling along like that.
Ah, no. That's not...
I took a very nasty attitude towards you, too, didn't I?
I'm sorry about that.
Take care of that girl.
Eh?
Unlike me... that girl needs someone who will baby her.
I will.
Please take care of her.
Kento, you're strong at this!
Yeah!
You are good.
Ahh!
I won!
I lost again...
What's the matter?
Nothing.
I'll give it a try, too.
Eh?
Can you do this, Mama?
She'll suck at it, right?
One... Start!
Yeah!
Like I though, Kento's fast.
Mama, that's awesome!
Isn't it?
Okay then!
Have you been practicing?
Who knows?
Okay, I outran you!
This is bad, this is bad!
I don't believe this.. I lost!
Okay, one more round.
Yeah.
There!
Yeah!
Whaa...
Sorry for making you wait.
Yeah.
Hoshino-san. Hoshino Tomomi-san.
Yes.
Please go to Room 1.
Good luck.
Ah... when the time comes...
I know.
Excuse me.
Good afternoon.
A grave?
Yes. A grave.
She suddenly said that and pressed this on me.
Strange, isn't it?
I see.
Still, well, I think she's just sensing signs of it yet.
That there might be someone somewhere.
Is that so?
Yes, I think so.
If they're feeling the signs of it, I think a woman couldn't help but want to make certain.
Eh?
Well, that's just generally speaking, though.
And? Have you made a decision?
Well, I can't decide on that...
Ah, but Fuyu-chan did say she didn't want us to break up.
Though I do think you should make a decision.
Why do I have to do that?
I shouldn't have to make that decision until some sort of situation comes up...
Wouldn't it be best to come up with an answer...
...before it becomes a scene of carnage?
I don't think that would be the greatest of times to come up with your final answer.
I'm sorry. What do you mean?
Before it becomes a problem...
In other words, I think you should make your choice while you're in a situation where you can make an answer.
Where you could say, "This is the correct answer for me."
Trying to decide once it's become a scene of carnage would be the wrong way.
And what with the psychological pressures and whatnot...
...you wouldn't be able to calmly make a decision.
And afterwards, you'll definitely have regrets.
A sense of discomfort will remain behind.
I would hate that.
Having to live thinking, "I made the wrong decision."
That's why you should have an answer prepared before that scene of carnage appears.
Are you the science and mathematics type?
I don't think that has anything to do with this, though.
Sorry.
I'm getting close to mine, too.
Eh? To your scene of carnage?
Most likely... my wife is aware of it.
That her best friend and I are in some sort of relationship.
Eh?
But she hasn't said anything to me.
She hasn't blamed me, either.
What about Kaoru-san?
I think there's probably some discussion going on between my wife and Kaoru.
But Kaoru hasn't said anything, either.
What will happen with that?
Who knows.
Thank you for waiting.
Your mushroom spaghetti with cream sauce.
Thank you very much.
And now we'll take some images of your breast.
Please stand with your breast here.
There'll be some slight movement in the stand.
Then place your chin lightly here.
Please open your hands a little.
Could you relax your shoulders and push forward strongly?
I'll adjust the stand a little.
There. Now please don't move while we are taking the images.
Well then, we'll begin the MRI examination.
Can I verify your name?
I'm Hoshino Tomomi.
Yes.
Well then, please come this way.
Yes. Then today we will have an MRI examination of your mammary glands.
Here the examination will be with you in a prone position, facing down and in this direction.
For your safety, there is a buzzer.
Will you be okay if I leave you here?
Yes.
Well then, everyone...
...goodbye.
Goodbye.
Goodbye!
Hello there, Kento-kun.
Good afternoon.
I'm Hayakawa.
Ah, yes.
We heard about you from Kento-kun's Mama.
Shall we go, Kento-kun?
Thank you!
Sorry about the other day.
You were scared, weren't you? You don't like drunk people, do you?
Are you scared right now?
I'm not scared.
Thank goodness.
Because Mama told me I should get along with you.
Your Mama said we should get along?
Yeah.
I see... Thank you.
What did you do today?
Today we sang, "I've been working on the railroad."
Eh? "I've been working on the railroad"?
Did you sing well?
You want to know?
I want to know.
Senro wa tsudzuku yo dokomademo I've been working on the railroad, all the live long day
They have slides, too.
You stretch your feet out and then slide down the middle.
Eh? That's awesome!
Mama!
Ah...
Ah, welcome back!
Did you have fun?
I did.
He's a very good boy.
Thank you.
Not at all.
Mama!
And? How did it go?
There's no other choice.
It has to be cut off.
I see...
I understand.
What is it?
Nothing.
Ah...
This... is the future treatment plan.
This is?
Ah...
To cut it off, they said they'll first insert a bag like a balloon.
They'll insert saline into that...
...and then rapidly inflate the breast.
I see...
What is it?
It's just somehow...
...we're like people discussing plans for some construction site somewhere.
Ah... That's true, isn't it?
I'm sorry. This is because of my faulty body.
I'm getting angry, geez.
Stop it with that already.
Yeah...
Mama! Kaoru-obaasan!
Still...
I don't think you can keep this quiet.
From Yosuke-san?
Yeah.
Hmm...
I don't wanna do such a thing.
Nothing you can do.
You'd have to talk about it someday.
Hmm... I don't wanna...
Ah!
Huh?
We forgot one person.
Who's that? Ah!
You got it! You got it!
Awesome!
Hey you guys...
Go play in your room.
We've got some important discussions from here on.
Kento, let's go.
Yeah. Let's go.
Hey, don't go telling Kento-kun any dirty words.
I know that. So obnoxious.
Be quiet!
You don't know! I'm counting on you!
"I'm counting on you"!
Those two are good boys.
Eh? Where?
Say, just where?
Because there are plenty at their age who'd say they hate playing with a younger child.
That's true, isn't it?
My children are still very young themselves.
Ah... sounds like fun.
All too soon, those children's laughter is going to disappear.
Eh?
What's that about?
Yeah.
I'm miserable somehow.
Eh?
I'm miserable!
It's indecent!
I see... You followed after her.
She's young and beautiful?
I didn't say she was beautiful.
Then, what is it?
I can't say that she's ugly or anything.
I was absolutely sure she'd be ugly.
I thought she'd be stupid and ugly.
That's just what I said, though.
I see. She's not ugly.
And besides...
What is it?
Her accent... was of Shizuoka prefecture.
She's someone from the Shizuoka prefecture?
Right.
That's where we were until recently.
It's been going on since then?
I don't know, but...
And moreover...
What is it?
Her name is Fuyuko.
Toyama Fuyuko.
Though I'm Haruko...
(Spring)
Mikami Haruko - 41 Years Old
...he's cheating on me with someone named Fuyuko!
(Winter)
That's just stupid somehow.
Ah...
"Spring" is better, isn't it?
That's ordinarily the case, isn't it?
Well, I think it's a little different...
"Spring" is better!
People in Winter...
...they look forward to Spring, don't they?
Yeah...
I've had people tell me that...
That's right!
Geez!
Fuyu o aisuru hito wa kokoro hiroki hito People who love Winter have wide open hearts
Fuyu o aisuru hito wa fuyu o aishi teru People who love Winter love Winter
Hot! Hot!
We're thirsty!
We're getting some juice!
Hey, Shouta, Taiki.
Which season do you like best?
Winter!
Why?!
'Cause of Christmas!
And New Year's gifts.
What is that?
At the very least, children should say Summer!
You won't get Christmas or New Year's gifts this year!
Yeah, whatever.
Sorry to keep you waiting.
Sorry about this.
No, not at all.
I like this every once in awhile.
Your wife came.
Eh? She came?
Yeah. Your wife came.
Eh...
Where to?
This morning, to my home...
...and she followed me all the way to the restaurant.
But she didn't say anything.
She just stared at me...
...and then left.
Maybe you mistook her...
I've seen her many times, so I know.
I see.
Has the point come... for the scene of carnage?
Eh?
Ah, it's nothing.
What will you order?
Coffee.
I was scared.
I was scared because she stared at my feet the entire time.
She stared at them the entire time.
Somehow...
We should end it for today.
Ah... Yeah. We should.
What is it?
Hey, what is it?
What's it about?
You wanted to talk to me, didn't you?
I wanna hear. Tell me, tell me.
But...
What's the "but" for?
It's a very serious story.
Would you be okay with that, Haruko?
Given your situation, would you be able to take the blow?
What are you talking about? I'll be fine.
Look, Haruko...
Yeah.
I wanna go home.
Eh? Seriously?
I see. Just a minute, Kento.
Kento.
Want me to show you my precious monster collection?
Eh? Seriously?!
You never even let me touch it.
You can touch them.
Seriously?
Here goes.
Ta-dah!
Whaa! Awesome!
Right?
Look at this one.
Various things happen to you once you reach our age, don't they?
Why do such things have to happen?
Haruko.
We...
We all did our best to live, didn't we?
Haruko.
There!
One, two...
More!
Sure!
One, two... Yeah!
Is your body okay?
Yeah, I'm fine. Thanks.
Because it's my body, after all.
Ah... that's right.
Ah... take off my shoes...
I wanted to tell Haruko the truth about us.
That's true, but...
I think what we did tell her was serious enough.
It was, wasn't it?
I'll do my best, but...
Huh?
If I should die...
Stop that.
Hear me out.
If something were to happen to me...
If I were to die...
Tell him everything, and then become Yosuke-san's wife.
Kento-kun's Mama...
...is you, after all.
Please.
I would have done that even without you saying so.
Ah, I see.
It's just a matter of course.
Since that'd be vexing, I won't die.
There!
Good evening.
Ah, good evening.
I'm not crying over you.
Eh?
Who would cry over you?
Go do what you like.
Well, that's...
Please leave me alone.
Well... yeah.
Don't turn on the lights.
All right...
Could it be... you were with Tomomi?
Yeah.
I see.
Why do you have such a calm and composed face, Yosuke?
Do I?
Could it be you've assumed we've already been found out?
You told her, didn't you?
About us.
I didn't.
Eh?
This doesn't mean that everything in the world fits within the range of your assumptions, Yosuke.
What is this about?
It's nothing.
Shouldn't you hurry back home to Tomomi every once in awhile?
What's the matter?
Don't you feel you want to see your own wife's body?
Well, like I said, Tomomi and I...
Have sex with your own wife.
Your wife...
...has breast cancer.
It won't be long before her left breast is excised.
That's a lie...
If you think it's a lie, why don't you ask Tomomi about it?
Because she hasn't said anything to me...
Such a thing is impossible!
Isn't it because you are the lowest husband; unworthy of being told that?
Sorry...
I'm leaving.
Ah, excuse me...
Sayonara Watashi
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Ah! It's the ocean!
We arrived at last!
We arrived!
I want the both of you to listen to my request.
It won't be too bad not having a breast.
I want you to get out until Tomomi's surgery is over.
Episode 6 "I Want To Become a Mama"
I wonder what will happen to us?
You'll be able to endure it won't you, Kento?
You'll cheer for me, won't you?
I will.
?????????? Konna fuuni watashi wa itsumo It's always like this for me
?????????? Tsukanda bun dake touku naru Whenever I get hold of it, the more distant it grows
???????????? Kowasanai youni ikirunoni In spite of living so that it won't break
????????????? Kowarete shimau no wa naze darou If it's just going to break anyway, then I wonder why
?????????? Aisa nakya korekara mo Why do I still want love from here on
?????????? Yureru tabi ni tsukamunoni And if I'm shaken whenever I do get hold of it
????????????? Hanashite shimau no wa naze darou I wonder why it is I just let it go
????? Isoga nakya I must hurry
???????????? Anata o dakishimeru tame ni In order to embrace you
Drama 10
Sayonara Watashi
Episode 5 "Crime and Punishment"
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